i can remember the day when i had concussion.Knocked down by my lurcher fly.He was running down a steep hill towards where i was standing at the bottom.

He just could'nt stop and before you know it he had knocked me flying and i hit the concrete .Everything was blurry and all i could do was scream.You heard me though and i can remember you scooping me up in your arms and taking me indoors.

Thats my hero ,thats my brother  . I was always in awe of you paul and ill never forget you. Even now i talk about you as though you are still here.

Laughing with mam over the things you said and your dry wit that we loved so much.I miss you paul and time may have passed but for me the heartache of losing you is part of who i am x x x