A year today we lost you and the grief we all feel has never gone away.Not one day has gone by without us all feeling that huge empty space in our family. SO our grief is not over as it never went away. We your family loved you ,you knew this ,me and michelle were by your side when we were called ,we saw, we felt and we know things no one else an come near to understanding. Just i created this tribute for a place that we the ones that love you, can come and share our memories and grief . No one knows the tears mammy cries for you or the pain she feels that shes lost her son. we dont need to shout out about our pain . Our loss of someone so great like you will never go away. We will never be the same , im never going to be the same when we lost you paul i know a part of us all went with you. Sadly we have no place to go to lay flowers or to share our grief .Thats why i created this. I speak for us all when i say that our pain is as raw a year today as it has been the day you passed.No flashy public displays in newspapers and no flowery words can do justice to the man you were. We know what we know and the love and the loss is something we share together as a family everyday. Love is primitive ,love is felt in the heart and soul not in a newspaper .I lost a brother a hero and someone i looked up to as a father. My memories ,my grief the pain is all here in my heart and as it is for the family.There nothing in us that need to brag or boost about memories .AS we dont need to but sadly even as we grieve there is still competition about whos loss is gretest .its the way it is.Just paul you were everything to us all and nothing can change that.LOVE YOU FOREVER AND YOU ARE ALWAYS HERE IN MY HEART XXX