everyday when i drove through the Gower and i can see why you loved this place so much ....your in my mind and heart everyday .....your strength of character was enormous ...just like how you were so brave knowing that you were dying.....i would give my life to see and hear you again....miss you so much ...im not the same Paul ....im heartbroken ....no words can express how i feel ...love you my handsome funny talented strong brother ....your sis Mich xxxx