I think of you everyday Paul ,I'm just so glad that we spent the time we did together.we got on so well, after so much time wasted not talking. Still we were friends to the end and we always had a laugh as well as some deep chats. You meant the world to a lot of people Paul.im so proud of the brave man you were.my hero..we suffered like no one else from the hurt and pain of the past. Mam was our rock and our back bone.still is just she needs a little more tlc these days.how much damage one man caused. Out of 5 kids he choose one in the end ,the one most like him.heartless .all I'm glad is that when you were ill he looked after you in his own way and I'm glad he did.miss you big brother . How I wish you were here now x